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[20 Nov 2008|08:11am] |
i feel not too great.
swollen, mucousy throat, tired eyes, and awakening at 7 am does not agree with jenna's.
on the plus side, i ordered my table yesterday. soon i will be a massaging storm. let me know if you want me to practice on you!
today is my busy day. work study 8-11:30, work noon-5, class 6-10. and i feel sick. what a bummer.
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| life and all things related |
[11 Nov 2008|10:38am] |
i am somewhat stressed about paying for a massage table. i know i CAN do it, but it kind of makes me nervous considering the bills that need to be paid, rent coming up, and the fact that i still owe dominic 200 dollars. also this month, i will be going to mannford for thanksgiving so that's a few days i won't be working. making under six hundred dollars a month is absolutely no good. i wish i had time to get another job, but i don't. unless i wanted to give up sleeping, which is absolutely not an option. right now i have stuff that i do over forty hours a week. my job, work study, school. if terrebonne could afford to give me more hours, that would be amazing, but terrebonne cannot do that. i could quit my job at terrebonne and get a new job, but that is surely something i don't want to do. i love working there. i love carl and carol, and they need my help.
damn. i guess my only options here are sew my little heart out and hope the stuff sells on etsy. or becoming a stripper.
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| paying it forward |
[25 Sep 2007|01:22pm] |
"I will send a gift to the first 3 people who leave a comment here on my LJ.
I don't know what that gift will be yet, but you will receive it within 365 days (likely sooner than later). This may end up being almost anything. It could be a gift box, a hand made craft, a thrift store/garage sale find, a holiday oriented fascination, a poem, a book, a drabble from your favorite fandom, or something else I find. Anything.
The only thing you have to do in return is "pay it forward" by making a similar agreement on your journal.
:)"
addresses. . . .
and and! there's too much to say and i have not the motivation or energy to say it.
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| TAGGED! |
[24 Aug 2007|10:21pm] |
i got tagged by gothflakes/ aka jewlia.
soo. . .seven quirky things about me:
1. i sing when i work. i am the happiest person working at free state, because i sing all the time when i work.
2. i think like a book. for instance, after i say something, i end it in my head with "jenna said."
3. i read books over and over and over. i've read gone with the wind like twenty-seven times.
4. i want to become a meter maid so i can walk around just NOT giving people tickets. maybe that's not that quirky.
5. i want to be a goat farmer.
6. i like to clean when i'm high.
7. i wish i could run away sometimes. but that is also not quirky.
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[01 Feb 2007|03:31pm] |
Leave a comment here and I'll ...
1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with a song or movie.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with an animal or fruit.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) You must post this in your own LJ too
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| in case you were wondering. . . . |
[01 Feb 2006|02:18pm] |
i =
*college dropout (just for a semester though).
*resident of a house.
*a pretty awesome person.
*kitten owner.
*breaker and enterer of the empty school.
*persistant farter.
*blah
*blah
*blah.
i'm sleepy. i hate arbys. i need something to do.
ja ja.
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| bleh. |
[03 Jan 2006|11:48am] |
a new year.
i managed to get my heart broken before the old one ended.
yay for experiences.
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| goddamnfuckingshit. |
[09 Nov 2005|02:35am] |
boys suck!!!
sometimes.
*sighs*
and the internet is pretty lame, after all.
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| :P |
[08 Nov 2005|10:05pm] |
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livejournal is pretty dead in my corner.
i killed it. i apologize.
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| i have something to say: |
[28 Sep 2005|03:10pm] |
i've been called beautiful, pretty, cute, gorgeous, ugly, fat, bug-eyed, stupid, smart, original, a poser, good, pure, nice, badass, a bitch, a slut, a whore, a worthless peice of shit, an ungrateful brat, selfish, selfless, an angel, mean, cold, warm, loving, and oh so many things. i've been lied to, loved, hated, mistreated, pampered, cheated, hurt, pushed around, beaten, slapped, punched, hugged, kissed, missed, trusted, mistrusted, picked up, thrown out, smiled at, waved to, talked to, massaged, caressed, touched, moved, i've been happy and sad, angry, ecstatic, and oh so many more. i have loved, hated, lied, cheated, stolen, danced, smiled, said please and thank you, been grateful, been selfish, been mean, tripped, smoked, drank, had sex, made out, made things, said things, seen things, heard things, and lived.
evrything you do, and everything you say affects someone elses life for better or for worse. people hurt when you say hurtful things, people love when you say loving things. you will never know or understand all that another person feels and thinks, you will never know totally how you have affected someone. you have had an impact on every single person you have met, seen, heard, and felt. every action has a reaction. evry word has an impact.
i think that this means that the golden rule is right. you should treat others as you would want to be treated, you should act as you think others should act, and you should love everyone in spite of all the negatives.
i am not perfect. i have never pretended to be, nor have i ever really wanted to be. i have my faults. i have my weaknesses, and i make mistakes.
all that i have been called, all that i have done, and all that has been done to me has caused me to learn and has made me who i am. it is the same with everyone else. you cannot see what others see, you cannot know all of somene elses thoughts. all that can be done is just to live as you have learned how to live, be who you have become, and attempt to understand how you affect others and how they affect you. it may make you better or worse, it all depends on your choice. you are the one who ultimately decides who you are. it's true that you are affected by others, but the ultimate effect is your response, your choice, you.
In My Humble Opinion.
listening::// silence.
feeling::// how i feel.
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| mraw. . . . .. . . . |
[19 May 2005|02:22pm] |
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so last night i got drunk and cousin and i went swimming. . ..well, i didn't go swimming. cousin told me that a security guard came up and i said "are you sad because you have to make her get out of the pool??" i don't remember that at all.
ahahahahahaha.
me and my silly drunken antics.
then i woke up in my bathingsuit and was like "uuuuuhhhhhhhh. . . . . ." and then i was late for work, and still kinda drunk. hehe. i had a good time at work, though, and they weren't mad. yayayayayay.
my cousin left me a good post-it note. man, but i love her.
yay world.
♥
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| it's true. |
[18 May 2005|04:16pm] |
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drama is lame. and it hurts. it hurts me that i was lied to. i'm sorry that i made that phone call. but i had absolutely no idea that it would be this big of a deal. i just wanted the truth. i called because i honestly cannot afford to be ripped off. my mother hasn't sent me any money since i started working, and i still have to help pay my school bill. i haven't been able to enroll in summer semester yet, even. and i have to eat.
the reason i did not go to christina was because why would you go to the person you thought was cheating you?
maybe it's true that ignorance is bliss. maybe i should have let myself get ripped off.
but i am hurt by this. i don't understand why one of my freinds would do something like that. i don't understand why it all turned into such a horrible thing. i don't understand why my boyfreind is being blamed and punished for this.
i'm sorry for the shit i caused. and i'm sorry i found out.
i know that this will not make anything better. but it's something i had to say.
i have to go to work now.
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| i'm so sure. |
[17 May 2005|02:26pm] |
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last night was pretty damn good.
and the favor was appreciated, but getting ripped off was not. i don't like being lied to, and i don't like being treated like a moron. i know the truth, and that's really all that matters. it's true, children will learn and grow, but i'm pretty sure i'm not the one acting like a child. i was looking out for myself and my freinds, i thought we were getting cheated, and, guess what, i was right.
so yes, like i said last night, thank you.
just don't try and fuck me over, thanks.
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| i'm not wearing pants. |
[27 Apr 2005|02:23am] |
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sigur ros & mogwai-luvstory |
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because i am going to bed soon.
it sucks sleeping alone. last night i had a weird dream where i had a humongous booger that i pulled out of my nose and it had all sorts of trash in it. like candy wrappers and stuff. what the hell??
ronnie is in texas seeing the mars volta. lucky mcluckerson.
the other day he said something about it being cool that it was just guys because girls don't get into it the same or something. pfft. whatever. i get into concerts just fine ggkthxbye. he's so sexist. i should just kill him.
hahahaha. yeah right. i don't kill things. except ladybugs, because they bite. actually, i don't think i've ever killed a ladybug.
but anyway. goodnight.
♥
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| good god. |
[23 Apr 2005|10:20pm] |
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elliot smith-miss misery |
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( Read more... )
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| HOT DAMN!!! |
[23 Apr 2005|06:49pm] |
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lalalalalalalala. . . . |
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yesterday i went to the arts festival with my aunt and cousins. it was super fun, mainly because cousin brought some hot damn and we got secretly drunk and walked around. grrr. . . cousin needs to move in with me damn soon. i met her boyfreind last night. he has a weird dog. well, it's not weird. i just don't like the guy, but meeting him didn't give me any more hating fuel. he just needs to not hurt my cousin.
lalalalalala.
i'm cleaning. i'm trying to get the carpet shampooer from the r.a.'s, but it seems to be a difficult process. *sigh*
and where is that asian??? grr.
yay for new house-livers-in-people. or something to that effect.
and yay for everyone who just rocks.
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[20 Apr 2005|07:50pm] |
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happy 420.
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i guess.
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| everyone rocks. |
[11 Apr 2005|01:27pm] |
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the doors-the end |
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my birthday ruled all. cousin is here, and she got to roll with us, and i started rolling at exactly midnight, and it was the bestest bonding experiance ever.
yupppppppppp.
and we went to the park, and fed the duckies, and played in the playground.
man, everyone. . . . .stop blowing my mind.
♥♥♥
p.s. i need to see me some christina. ♥
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| let us see. . . . |
[06 Apr 2005|08:38pm] |
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the postal service-against all odds |
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these are the weblogs i have.
*livejournal
*myspace
*xanga
*freeopendiary(which i never use)
what kind of internet crazie am i??
get ready for my birthday, guys. midnight on saturday is when it begins, and we should all be rolling around by then. am i right??
i certainly hope so. don't fight me.
I WILL BE EIGHTEEN. and legal.
for the really ripe ones, that is.
lalalalala.
why is it so dreary now?? :( the spring seems to have disappeared, and it disheartens me.
damn you, father of weather.
♥♥
p.s. i had three energy drinks and i am wired.
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| dirtydirtydirty. |
[04 Apr 2005|11:53am] |
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today, an old nurse felt up my boobs. then she put her finger in my vagina. then, she gave me three months worth of orthotricyclen and seventeen condoms.
i think it may be love.
:x ♥
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